Interesting Times

This evening concludes one of the busiest weeks at work I can remember.

Pledge drive began last Monday morning, and even in a slow news week pledge is busy. But in a week like this, with at least three major news stories, and one that knocked nearly all others from the headlines, handling the coverage proved challenging, and running a pledge drive become doubly so. Obviously, news takes priority over pledge, so we suspended pledge Monday evening and Tuesday morning. And later in the week, during memorial services for victims of the Boston Marathon bombing, and during press conferences, we suspended pledge. Then this morning, when Boston was in a state of lockdown, and NPR (and all TV stations) went wall-to-wall with coverage of the manhunt, we suspended the campaign again.

My week has been a steady stream of All Things Considered run-downs, squawk-channel alerts, and lightning-fast conferences with my work colleagues about how to approach all this. Add in pitching on-air and I am very tired.

When I left work this evening I didn’t think much would happen tonight. By six o’clock it looked liked the lone surviving bombing suspect had evaded capture, and slipped past the dragnet. Miriam and I decided to have a casual dinner at Sandy’s Place, and to our surprise, the TV coverage indicated something was happening. All eyes in the restaurant were glued to the TV. I hadn’t experienced anything like it since the Bronco chase in 1994.

And now one story is over – or at least partly over. There are atill the other stories – still a dozen dead in Texas following an explosion earlier in the week. And who knows what else may happen this weekend? It reminds me of the ancient Chinese curse: may you live in interesting times.

Alice Hill (1926-2013)

Grandma and Grandpa 1945 If God had bestowed upon me no other gift than the family into which I was born and the name I bear, I would still be the most fortunate man I know. I was blessed beyond words to have as grandparents two people who shaped my life in ways I am still discovering: a grandfather whose patience, humor, and gentleness stand fixed today as my ideal of manly virtue – an ideal which, in my finest moments, I strive to emulate; and a grandmother whose joyfulness, affection, and sentimentality made every moment we shared together happy, loving, and imbued with a sense of connection to people, places, and things dear to us. If I am ever kind, loving, helpful, or nostalgic, it is because of my grandparents. My grandmother, in particular, was the single greatest positive influence in my life, and I feel an incommunicable sense of loss at her passing.

And yet, I feel a deep sense of peace and comfort. This, too, I am learning, is my grandmother’s gift. Her unshakable faith and devotion were matched by her grace and dignity, and in this I find tranquility.

I will never stop missing her. I know that I will, ages hence, think back to the perfect summer days of my childhood, sitting beside her on the porch swing my grandfather built, listening to stories about people and places long gone. I will feel her hand pressed in mine on the long walks we would take to the lake or the park, waving at neighbors whose faces I have already forgotten, but whose names I never will. I will hear her voice, reading the stories that will remain etched in my mind. And I will hear her singing. Always singing. And when I do this it will be because I learned it from her – because memory was such an important part of our relationship. But I trust that when I do think back, it will always be with a smile.

Below are remarks I made at the memorial service for my grandmother on Friday, April 12, 2013 in St. Petersburg.

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Florida

DSC_4501 From what I understand, this week marks the five hundredth anniversary of European discovery of Florida.

I remember seeing signs along U.S. 301 as a child marking the route Ponce de Leon is believed to have traveled in 1513, and if I am not mistaken, there is still one on 441 near Alachua. I was always intrigued, but knew very little about any Florida history until college.

It was then that I took an early Florida history class with Jack Davis, and a modern Florida history class with Steve Noll. Then, in grad school, the first book assigned in my first class was called A Land So Strange: the Epic Journey of Cabeza de Vaca. It wasn’t about Ponce de Leon, but it was thrilling nonetheless. Indeed, it was one book I actually enjoyed reading among many other very dull books I read for grad school. It should be a major motion picture. Long story short: Florida was a disaster for the Spanish, the English, and everyone else who tried to make a go of it. That people lived here for thousands of years is astonishing. I don’t want to give away what happened to Cabeza de Vaca and his men; you should read about it.

Meanwhile, if you want to learn about what Florida was like before the Spanish, there is an excellent exhibit at the Florida Museum of Natural History in Gainesville.

Nothing Gold Can Stay

Becoming socially acquainted with one of your former college professors must count as one of life’s rare and unexpected pleasures. I know this because I have had the fortune.

I studied eighteenth century English literature in college, and stuck to that as best I could, straying a century in either direction only occasionally. But as part of my program I had to take one semester of American literature, about which I knew almost nothing. I recall being nervous about it. “Early U.S. Novels” was the title of the course, and we covered works written up to around 1820. None of the titles we studied are famous today, and some never were famous.

The teacher of this course was a youngish fellow with a beard who always wore sweaters. His was the only college English course I took that didn’t require a long term paper or two. Instead, we had a traditional mid-term and final exam. While this might seem less intimidating, his exam was among the hardest I’d ever seen. If I recall correctly, it worked something like this:

We had to choose two of three or four possible questions to answer. In each answer we were required to compare several of the works we had read that semester. But we had to choose wisely, because the titles we compared in one question could not be brought up again in the second question.

I remember spending forty-five minutes just figuring out which novels to compare for each question, formulating an argument, before I set pen to paper. So it was hardly surprising when I ran out of time. I recall being the last person to leave the classroom, apologizing in advance for what I was sure was an awful exam response.

When that semester ended, I only occasionally ran into this professor around Turlington Hall. He’d always tell me he enjoyed hearing me on the radio. Then, once I was in grad school, I lost almost all contact with anyone in the English Department.

So it was a tremendous surprise when, last year sometime, I arrived late to a house warming party for a friend, and upon walking through the door I was greeted by my former professor. I was grateful that at that instant I did not experience one of my patented I-don’t-remember-you-or-where-I-know-you-from moments. I did remember him. He was with his wife, who was acquainted with my friend who was throwing the housewarming party. They made a charming couple, and we all had a nice time chatting over dinner.

Barely any time passed before I saw my former professor again – this time at a downtown festival. And later still, I saw him and his wife at a craft show, where she had a booth selling homemade soap. Finally, a month or so ago, Miriam and I were invited to dinner and a movie with our housewarming friend. We met up at Blue Highway Pizza in Micanopy. Once again, my former professor and his wife were there. It was cold outside, and we waited forever to get a seat, which was at an outside table. Then it took hilariously long for our food to arrive. But it was fine, because I had a chance to chat with my teacher about a number of things I had been curious about for some time.

I asked what he made of what was happening to the English Department at UF. From what I could see, the number of professors who taught traditional literature—poetry and prose from the Renaissance to the early twentieth century—was in decline. (Indeed, my main guy, who has since retired, once told me that when he arrived at UF in the early 1970s, he was one of several professors who taught eighteenth century English literature, and colleges were flying in recent Ph.D. grads to interview for jobs in English departments. Since his departure, I understand that no one teaches courses on Samuel Johnson, John Dryden, Alexander Pope, or the early novelists like Daniel Defoe, Henry Fielding, Fanny Burney, or Samuel Richardson. God knows who teaches advanced exposition.) My teacher-turned-friend expressed grave concerns about the future of reading itself. Most students, he lamented, simply do not read books any more. How English departments at colleges and universities adapt when students’ interests no longer include literature remains to be seen. My prediction is that the English major will cease to be associated with the study of literature at most universities, and move more toward the study of film, blogs and websites, and graphic novels and comics. The major will be renamed something like “Media Studies”. A select few schools will continue to have a strong focus on literature, and the dwindling ranks of students interested in novels, poetry, and plays (as literature rather than theater) will seek out those schools. But who knows. English departments like the one at UF may limp along for another generation, only offering the occasional literature course taught by a grad student.

But it wasn’t just school talk with my former professor: we also talked a lot about classical music. He seemed very interested in my thoughts about the recording industry, and asked my opinion on collecting recordings.

After we finished our dinner at Blue Highway, our plan was to head out to a star-gazing event hosted by the local astronomy club, then catch a movie at the Ocala Drive-in. But by the time we paid our check, the movie in Ocala was already well underway, so we scratched that off the list. The question was whether we’d still have time to make it to star-gazing. I was doubtful, but my professor’s wife was hopeful, and so we took off down County Road 234 until we reached a farm on the far eastern edge of Paines Prairie. It was extremely dark, and the number of stars visible so exceeded what one sees in a city, that I would have been happy even without the telescopes. But there were telescopes, and we took turns looking at Jupiter, the Pleiades, and this and that. I told my former professor about going star gazing with my father as a boy. It was such an affecting experience for me that even today, decades later, I still think about it any time I find myself looking up at a truly dark sky.

And as we walked back to the car and said goodnight, I knew that was the end of it. My former professor had already moved to New Orleans to begin teaching at a university there.

It was fun while it lasted.

Drive-In

Last Friday night Miriam and I went on a double date with our friends Matt and Kerri. We’ve known them for years and years, but lately we’ve gotten to see more of them and it’s been nice. (We met up with them at Disney World last month, for example, and had a fine time at Epcot and Magic Kingdom. I always enjoy Disney with people for whom many attractions are new and unfamiliar. So watching Reflections of China, or riding the Maelstom, or even visiting the Hall of Presidents was like a new experience.) Miriam had been eager to go to the Ocala Drive-In for some time, but earlier efforts to go were thwarted. But it all worked out Friday night. We rode down with Matt and Kerri, and for $24 all four of us got in, parked and set up our lawn chairs behind their car. I was surprised to find that concessions were so cheap. A burger and fries was $4.00.  I had a hot dog and nachos. Miriam was nice enough to even pack cookies and soda for me. We watched Warm Bodies, a zombie comedy, and it was alright. But the weather was lovely, and the drive-in wasn’t crowded at all. We visited with Matt and Kerri a little more at their house afterward, and all and all it was a really nice night.